1 month of exam is over!!!
and it was CRAZY!!!!
all those sleepless night..the clinicals were the toughest..esp surgery and obg..
hello..what do they expect asking us all those super duper big big question..
and obg was the worst..they detained us for12 hours in the hospital..before sunrise we were there and i as one of the last came home just before sun set..i was like a zombie by then..
as i said the final exams was CRAZY!!!
and now i can say it: esok balik!!!
during the exams i sat by the window..and since our exam was held at the top floor..i could see the view of mangalore.. every time my mind was trying hard to search for the answer somewhere hidden in the back of my head i would look outside..
the view was nice..i could see clear blue sky..white clouds scattered here and there..the wind blowing softly in my face..
hmm..so anywho..the sky was clear..but i looked down on the buildings and trees it looked as if it was going to rain..it was sort of like dark but not dark..
then at 1 o'clock the bell rang..surgery 1 finshed..so there i was walking with my friends home..the sun was bright but we did'nt feel the heat of the sun..like there was a cloud or something..it was "redup" but there was no cloud in the sky..it was like sunny but dark..for me i was amazed by the appearance of everything at that moment..
when we reached home the house was dark like it was supposed to rain outside but the sun was shining brightly..we asked one another "mata aku dah tak betul ke nih?".."otak aku dah disoriented ke x cukup tido?"..another one asked "gerhana ke nih?"..the other one answered "tak kot..xde ckp pape pon pasal gerhana.."
after that everyone went back to their own stuff preparing for the next paper..only then late that night when i was bored i saw at yahoo the featured title "ring of fire"..
owh..it was an
wow..2nd time experiencing an eerie darkness in the middle of the day..the view yesterday was magnificent..words can't describe it..
1 month to go for finals..
huh..surgery was a disaster..i'm so tired today.can barely drag myself outta bed..
felt kind of down today..not in the mood..hungry but don't know what to eat..to tired to eat..thankfully my friends were going out and i had the reason to get out of bed and go eat..
been reminiscing the school days..i was just randomly searching youtube for band songs that we used to play back in the days..and i found a handful of them..the original version not played by any school band..
it brings back all those memories..the orchestra competition..the band comp..owh how i wish i could relive those days back..i really want to play my trumpet again..
thats the video of one of the songs i liked..we did'nt play that song..another school did i'm not sure which.. but ever since i've heard that song in form 4..i simply couldn't resist it..the melody is so enchanting..this song has kept me going today..
today is the 1st day of our last sessional exams..it marks the end of our journey in pursuing a degree in medicine..it has been a long and winding and dusty road..there is approx 2 months left before the end of our chapter as a UG med student..
alot have been learned..lots of experience and knowledge gained..i will cherish this for the rest of my life..hopefully everyone will pass with flying colours in the final exam..
next year will be a new chapter in our life..life as an intern..working experience..we'll see how that'll be...
just finished my ppt presentation on rheumatoid arthritis..i got to do the treatment part..
since my mom is having RA..i called her up to know about her drugs..as the profs always say..patient is the best teacher..my mom knows about RA better than i do..she knows each and every function of her drugs..it was easier to ask someone who is suffering from the disease rather than reading about it in the book..
sometimes i feel sad looking at her when she has her flare ups..she couldn't even drive since one of her wrists is swollen and stiff..when it migrates to her feet..walking is hard for her..morning will be the most devastating time for her because of the joint stiffness..
my dad did a good job in taking care of my mom..he would put warm wash cloths on her stiff joints.thankfully the symptoms are suppressed now..doctor is putting her on methotrexate..now it has been 5 months on the drug..
thanx mak..hope u feel better..thankfully she went for treatment early..prevents joint deformity..
weekend is here!!
today me and my friends were hanging out at ccd..they were playing a song..and these hindi songs.. bukan main lagi..the song was like a dance song..and the lyrics basically was "insyaAllah" playing over and over again..hmmm...
then we were talking and talking..and we realised that there was one malay song which had the word "insyaAllah" in it..hehe..the song was ages ago..and it used to be my fav song..how could i be so jiwang back then??? i hardly listen to this song now..
and malay songs back then used to have someone talking like bersajak or sumthing.. come to think about it..funny.. the sajak in that song..
