moving on

it seems like time has passed by so fast..

many of my friends are now married..none of them which i could attend..most of them now have babies..probably all born on the same year..some of them just became pregnant..my best friend is getting engage..

and not to forget..my lil brother just got engaged..
last i remember he told me he will get married after me..but now its vice versa..can't blame him..if he waits for me it will be a long time..i have my own plans..heh..but i still can't accept the fact that he is engaged..i think if i go back home i will be bombarded by that question which is common at this age especially if your younger brother is engaged..don't they have anything better to do??

everyone is moving on with their life..building a new family..but here i am..still in mangalore..it feels like a long time..not that i don't like this place..i know i will miss it..this is officially my 2nd home..my friends are like my family..the sisters i never had..which is true..i don't have any sisters..

i've been studying here..working in the same place..delivering babies to women who are much more younger than me..they will always ask "will it hurt??".."when will the baby come??"..why does it hurt so much??"
i could only say it will hurt..not from experience but just from observation..

whatever it is..life goes on..we can just plan..we don't know what lies there in the future..what is waiting for us..we can just wait and see..that is what makes life more interesting..