depressed

i'm on the brink of a major breakdown..i have no one to confide to since everyone is so busy..don't want to bother them..and i barely see any of them other than my med groupmates and my next room neighbour..let say i'll meet the rest of them on the way to bangalore..i have to let it off my chest so i won't feel like this..

exams are coming..barely 1 week left to study..yet i still have medicine postings..and i'm reading medicine everyday n don't have time to study ent, ophthal and com med..we study medicine everyday..so that we won't dissappoint the prof..and yet we were treated like 3rd sem students who doesn't know anything..we were embarrassed in front of the seniors by our "closed minded differential diagnosis"..

we're not at their level yet..and we've just been posted to medicine for like a week??and then a groupmate who has nothing else to do but sulk..you're just bringing negative energy into the group..if u're so lazy..don't try to bring us down with u..and then in front of the prof..u're such a hippocrit!!!

and then with the fact that i'm coming down with cough,cold and flaring up of my allergic rhinitis..every morning my nose will become VERY itchy..red..i can't help it..i'll start sneezing like a sneezing machine..not only in the morning..even after i eat anything..everytime i come into close contact with the patients..i'll be like this..let alone the patients here have more than the ordinary cough and cold..

there..i've let it of my chest..hope i'll feel better..