estrogen overload..

today i felt more like a doctor..my senior prof specifically told me to see the patients in the corporate hospital before she comes..meaning i have to take history of all the patients who came there..anyway..my co-intern is useless..like what my prof said to him "you're simply sitting there all FAT and doing nothing but taking up space"..seriously useless..when i got there..only patient files were there..the patients simply come early..and then come again at around 12..my prof was going to come at 12.30..and she expects me to finish everything..if not you're doomed..

so i called out the patients who were there..some were very cooperative..some questioned me why i was seeing them..i had to explain nicely that i'm the jr doc..i have to know their detailed history before they could see the sr prof..(people are paying)..paying ppl are sometimes annoying..especially if they come late..u r late..its your problem..please be patient to wait..how would u feel if another patient barges in while the doctor is consulting u..especially when the doctor is examining the private areas..have some manners please!!!!

in obg postings i encountered all sorts of problems..from all walks of life..some you won't even expect..some makes u question do such thing happen?? but life in obg in private hospital is crazy..i haven't had lunch all week..these patients keep on coming..come on..doctors are human after all..we need to eat..patients are so demanding..they act smart..some even shout at you..no wonder obg people are always frustrated..now i understand..really..i do..

now i feel like i want to go somewhere for a relaxing holiday..i want to go to egypt..i want to go to a beach where the sand is white..and the sea is blue as the sky..i saw a beautiful pic of a beach in sabah..i want to go to europe..i want to go to nz where the scenery is magnificent..i just want to get away..i'm tired..