Saturday, February 5, 2011

reality sets in..

i have 1 week left to pack my books and excessive clothes into my boxes before it is sent for shipping..currently i'm quite busy with postings..just finished casualty posting and now back in medicine where i'll be busy with typing..typing..typing..so once i come home i am already tired and not in the mood to pack...

i was going through my books today.. to sort out which to pack or not..and i found my UG case sheets..it brought back all the memories..those afternoons spent in wenlock taking history..finding interesting cases to be presented..and i was reading through the case sheets we made..it was so complete..

then i went through my surgery case sheet..it brought back memories of my surgery posting as an intern..it was a wonderful time..

when i was a UG i didn't have many local friends..but as i start my internship..one by one the friendship started to bloom..some of which i am still close to and contact once in a while..it breaks my heart to finally realize that i'm finishing soon..which means i'm leaving..which means i have to "berpisah" with my newly made close friends..knowing that ..when will be the next time i'll see them..probably never..that makes leaving this place more difficult for me..

i think thats why i did'nt want to pack all this while..packing means leaving..leaving this place which has been my home for the past 5 1/2 years..no matter how bad people say about this place..we as the pioneer in mangalore has seen this town at its best and its worst..we grew up with this town..there was nothing when we came..but as we are leaving so many new things are there..even kfc and a big shopping mall next door..
thats how i see mangalore through my eyes..

its really really sad..so sad to leave this place after 5 1/2 years..

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