Saturday, November 19, 2011

wedding season

wedding season is nearing..1st wedding in my family is just around the corner..i hope i get my leave approved..how can i miss my own brother's wedding..even my dress for the day is already done..

everyone is getting married..at work most of them are married, engaged..it makes me feel that i want to get married too..when will my time come??i don't want to grow old alone with cats..

now i'm in obs dept, seeing pregnant people everyday..giving birth to cute cuddly babies..teaching these mothers how to bear down while giving birth..i have no such experience but i am telling them how to do it..i don't know how painful it is..when they cry of pain i will reassure them its part of the process of giving birth..

for me now is not a suitable time to get pregnant..i'd rather finish my housemanship than delay it any further..but fertility rate decreases as the age increase..humph..