..time..

can i turn back time??

i wish i am back when everyone in my family is at home..now my lil bro is million miles away from home..my dad is there with him for the mean time..i can feel that my mom is sad and reluctant to let him go..but he wants to be like his bother and sister..he wants to study abroad..

i want the time when we as a family could make plans for our holiday..traveling and exploring places together..when will that time come again??

i wish to run away from my work..i don't feel happy..now i feel clueless on what i'm doing..constantly being shouted and criticize..when a 1st poster make a mistake..everyone will blame u..but when so called "senior" HO makes a mistake..ooppss..i forgot..laugh laugh..no one will blame them..was even called "bodoh"..hate that idiot who called me that..hope your life will be miserable..simply calling me that without teaching me in the first place..makes u stupid!! that i don't mind..but the fact that he said he will report me to to HOD is melampau...

wish that this 2 years will go by fast..i want to leave that place..i want to bring my mom to visit my lil bro..i miss him a lot..thank god i can go home everyday and be with my family..life is so depressing being a ho..