drained

monday felt like the end of the week.it was very tiring.i spent the whole evening at the labour theatre.waiting for this one lady to give birth.its very irritating that when an intern acts as if he's the boss.he kept bossing us around.telling us to do this and that.treating us like we were stupid.HELLO!!! you're still an intern.it has been only 2 months since u finished your final year.don't act as if you know everything.it is called a labour theatre posting.whats the point of making a posting if you just come for the sake of attendance.we came because we wanted to see labour.make it easier for us to understand the mechanism.is that wrong??but this mr know-it- all intern told us to leave.there's nothing to see.and yet 1/2 an hour later some lady gave birth.duhhh..

hate being in this country when people always think that we know nothing of their language.and talk behind us like we did'nt understand.of course we know some kannada.how else would we have spoken to the patient.can't wait to go back home.to a place where we belong.where we speak the language.dealing with the people here and their lies makes my blood boil.i hate when these meaningless people in my life spoils my day.

but this is reality.dealing with all sorts of people.think i have to try to just ignore these things however irritating it may seem.i don't wanna get hypertension because of other people.just learn to ignore.

obg posting really tests my stamina.everyday after class going to the hospital,coming back at 6pm really drains my energy.from all the postings i've had,obg is the most tiring.even medicine can't beat obg.that is if you attend the labour theatre posting and the emergency c-section.if you chose to just stay at home then it might be the other way around.it all depends on your own effort whether you're interested or not.after all we're going to become a doctor someday and life is not a bed of roses.with all the reports to write-up properly.i say its very tiring.even after taking extra doses of caffeine,i'm still like a zombie.eyes barely open.have to get use to this kind of life.how do the doctors work long hours yet still maintain their composure?? i'm amazed.

i'm still sleepy right now even after my 3rd dose of caffeine for the day.maybe caffeine has no effect on me.gotta get going.tons of reports to write.