raya..

one week to raya..i'm having mixed feelings..i want to berhari raya but at the same time i feel like i don't want to berhari raya..this is my 5th raya away from home..and from last year experience i totally did'nt enjoy raya because of a few reasons which i don't want to mention again..

last year i was like a bakery..baking 6 or maybe 7 brownies.. 1 cake..i enjoyed baking it..having fun with my friends..but when people started talking bad about the food that u make not realizing that the one making it could hear..i really hated it..if u did'nt do or know anything about baking shut up! summary of last years pent up frustration..

this year it seems like we're having raya somewhere near a beach?? i dunno..but hope its a good place and easy to find..if not we'll get lost and head straight for the beach eating desserts..heh..

and this year as miss D said that seniors have to make dessert..at least one per house..yay.. i don't have to make a lot..nway were busy this year..don't waste time making dessert for those who won't appreciate it..hmm..maybe i'll bake just enough for my friends to eat..

really missing home..just got a parcel from home..my mom included her homemade choc chip cookies..yummy...she baked for me and my bro in NZ..pity my lil bro at home..there wasn't enough for him..but of course my mom baked it for him too later..he's the lucky one getting to spend all the time at home with my parents..he's like the only child now so he'll get anything he wants..

well selamat berpuasa to all and selamat hari raya!!