time..

now almost 2 weeks has passed by as a tagger..1st week u still have the energy..but by week 2.. i am so exhausted..zero energy..zero appetite..

i'm like a robot..waking up at the same time..always the one clerking new cases..countless of time being made to look like a fool..i know these things..i've done it..but ppl treat me like i'm a newbie..i am a newbie in the hospital but not as a doctor..even for 1 very small ulcer for dressing..one have to supervise me..huh..

they never tell me to take blood..when i said i wanted to draw blood..he said..'x payahla..ko tulis je form..aku amek'..i really hate writing forms..so i said back at him..i want to take it..i like taking blood but still have not mastered the art of branulla..

but there are some nice people willing to teach me..but seriously being treated like org bodoh is a norm..i don't know how long i will stand it..but i have to push through..this is just another bump along the way..its just a matter of time..and my time will come soon..hopefully..

to korg yg nak start kerja ni..all the best!!be tough..